- Source: Global Times
- [20:39 June 06 2011]
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By Zhang LeiChunxiao is known for her "china doll" looks – now her new book reveals she is just as delicate as the porcelain figures. Love·Creature, which shares the same title as her recent debut album, is filled with fantasies, daydreams, diaries, lyrics and thoughts on loss and gain, solitude and anxiety, as well as her own fairy tale love story, set against exotic fashion spots in Paris, Slovakia,Japan, and other locations around the globe. under her glossy appearance, the book reveals a delicate soul struggling with depression. Growing up in a broken family, Chunxiao – her full, non-stage name is Chang Chunxiao – was to become an extremely sentimental and melancholy person, although her seductive "lazy-cat" looks brought her into the spotlight. her childhood showed little hint of her future. She learned Kunqu Opera from an early age but possessed a strong sense of justice; her childhood dream was to be a war correspondent.She became a model in Japan in 2000 and has won numerous awards ever since. In 2007, she played the lead role in the magic romance A City full of Pyramids. although only a small theater production, it was, she says, an unforgettable experience because after 20 performances, she had found a vent for her excessive emotions. "I was so overwhelmed in my character that I cried every single show," she said. She was also grateful to be an amateur allowed to play beside professionals, which she found inspiring.later that year, she graduated to TV, playing a native Beijing girl (much like herself) in Struggle, a drama by director Zhao Baogang, which gained her a wider audience.Last year, she released her first album Love·Creature, working with Zhang Yadong, an independent music guru, for almost six years in a collaboration based on perfectionism."I like to record in dim light with the right ambiance, just like a non-professional," she smiled.Mournful trip-hop from artist like Portishead inspire her. "It is unpopular, but I insist on my own style," she said."just like the book, which I’d rather call ‘a work’, the album is all about me," she said. "the title is what I’ll pursue all my life, to understand love and love all creatures, not just human beings."As for her past depression, "everyone has it nowadays. In showbusiness, more people are suffering from it because they are easily made paranoid in complex situations."those who want to go with it will adapt to it but those who don’t want to surrender will endure great pressure and break down one day," she said.Chunxiao herself has been trying to adjust by writing and watching movies and getting together with her fellow band members. She likes playing live as "it’s a direct and genuine communication with the audience."Printed on recycled paper, the book shows Chunxiao involved in various charity projects as an avid advocate of environmental protection and children’s welfare."I don’t like the word ‘philanthropy’ because it has become a kind of form of display, even though it is what we ought to be doing in the first place," she said. She believes she can indeed make a difference, as she recalled when being awarded a prize for modeling and was to give a speech just before December 1, 2004. Courageously, she announced it was World HIV/AIDS Day and influenced her audience, many of whom decided to make a donation to an HIV/AIDS foundation.Coming from an unhappy childhood, she cares for children because "they are full of hope, compared with the elderly."Though lacking a sense of security, she still believes in fairy tales. In 2008, she fell in love with Peng Tan, lead singer of the band Dada and was happily married to him the following year. But last month, she quit microblogging after rumors spread online from a misunderstanding that she would divorce. despite this, she says she doesn’t care about gossip. "My marriage is on the right track, and getting more promising by the day."
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